Sleeping Beauty

Back to the Same Old Games

Everyone remember with Ananya's adoption how holidays came and people died, and then there was the fire at the passport office.
Well, here we go AGAIN!!!! Yes I'm yelling.
Stupid Crap!
The judges assistant has been out and will not be back for a few days. Then Indian Independence Day the courts will be closed. So now our case will not be heard until at least the 19th.
I can't believe this is happening again. Its just crazy. My poor children just need to be home. Every therapy session we get to is so essential for development. I see everyday making a difference with Ananya. I can only imagine how much Prasun is missing. We have important work to do.
Someone is going to have to force me to start the homeschool year. I was planning on starting while I was on leave. It would make life so much easier as far as getting into a routine. Now I have to start while I'm still working, and going to therapy, and everything else in the freaking world.
I know this will be over soon. I just woke up in a bad mood and getting on the internet didn't help. I am reminded that I was one of a few families who didn't get new pictures. Although all I need to see right now is another picture of Prasun crying. He apparently is following his sister into the terrible twos. Ananya is very definite about what she wants. She just can't always communicate it to us. That causes frustration and lots of crying.
Well. I'm hoping all this is over soon.
I'll post again when I'm in a better mood.

Letter to Prasun

Dear Prasun,
Today is another long day without you. Everyday we sit and wait for news that the guardianship documents have been signed. Everyday we wait, and wish, and wonder.
We wonder what you are doing, how you are feeling, and how much longer we will have to wait. We wonder how you and your sister will get along. How you will react to having a big brother. How you will feel in my arms again. Long days of waiting.
I know the wonderful Ayahs are telling you about families. They are telling you about mommys and daddys and brothers and sisters. I know they are showing you pictures of us in your photo album. I know you are wondering what this family is. You have no idea how much your life is going to change. You don't even see that soon I'll be there to get you. Soon you will have new clothes, a new bed, a whole new life. Every minute of everyday you'll be hugged and get told I love you a million times a day. Soon I'll have you to carry around. Soon you can go fishing with us, play at the lake, and see if you like to kayak like your sister.
I'm praying the same prayers I prayed while waiting for your sister. I'm praying that God puts our family into your heart as you were put into our heart. I'm praying for an easy transition for you. I'm praying for your peace as we steal you away from everything that you have known and try to give you everything you could ever want.
I love you so much little boy. I look forward to the day when you are in my arms. It's coming soon. I will have everyday from now until forever to hold you in my arms.
You've been in my heart for so long. I'm ready to have you in my arms.
We all love you so much. Come home.
PS Hope they taught you to play the guitar. Your brother is ready to "battle" you at Guitar Hero.

Rerun Slide Show

Now seemed like a good time to repeat this slide show. I miss Prasun today. We are still waiting for a courtdate.