I'm having a really stressful week. Last Sunday I started a diet Coke fast. That went until Thursday night because our case worker, and one of my favorite people, met with CARA. I'm not quite sure how it went as she left India to come home on Friday. I will hear sometime this week if she got a response. I'm on egg shells.
Monday I received the "offical" adoption application. I've mananged to fill it out, drop all the medical forms off, and pass out all of the reference letters. I wasn't at all overwhelmed by the paperwork this time. I just got my notebook and put dividers in it and got started. I have to schedule our appointments for physicals tomorrow. My husband isn't looking forward to that. I could care less. I just want my boy. I don't like being in limbo. I've been walking around for a week constantly praying. I really feel that God pushed me again and that I don't have to worry. God will bring my son home. At the same time, my human heart is scared. I don't know what The Plan is if not to adopt Prasun. I'm blessed on a daily basis and so thankful for it.
Our other roadblock is finalizing Ananya's adoption so we can actually proceed with Prasun's paperwork. I'm hoping to get the papers notarized and be able to drop them off Monday or Tuesday at the courthouse.
I hope that everyone enjoys the pictures I just received. There are so many families waiting for travel, I hope I get a few more pictures. I love to see Prasun. He is so cute. I am starting to remember what it was like to have a little boy. Anthony was so much fun. Ananya is a blast as well. I get to do the pretty dresses and hairbows. I'm looking forward to another round of boy stuff. I love the idea of having 2 kids so close in age.
Well... everyone please say a prayer for our family and this little boy.